Now i am sure you know what are you doing

Now i am sure that you know what you are doing. I hope you can really think it over. Sorry for the outburst and offended you. Its good to know that you are reviewing and stuff.

Glad to know you will think it over and being sincere in communicating with me. I will appreciate if you got the whatever you want to write to me written and do what you promise.

I know you know what you are doing and I respect that. Have a good time to review and reflect on yourself.

I guess i need to reflect on myself also again. LOL Please don't be rude when u talk to me.

You disappoint me once more

Once more, you had disappoint me, break me and lied yet again. You never did want to find me or look for me again. Hell to you playing hide and seek. Lying bitch. You never kept your words, never kept your promise, never know yourself.

You think spoiling my fun was good? Now you must be with andy or Raj. You like to be with a indian? I have no interest of but you never kept your words and you have just subscribe yourself to acts of nonsense for spoiling my fun and not keeping your words.

Have you have any idea

How many promises you never kept that you promise me during our breakup
1) Giving me a chance
2) Enter into a relationship with the one you love
3) Not to be like what you have done your previous relationships

And how many things that you said that never turn out to be after just 1 month
1) You wanted to be free
2) You wanted not to be constricted?

All of these turn out be so different just only 1 month. Its not only things I said but things you said as well.

Telling me you're mature when you broke more than half the promises that you have for me and not taking account about words and reasons you said.

You are a biggest cheat. You cheat yourself for cutting off your love and being with someone else, you lied to the one who loves you and u loved.
You ignore the fact that things turn out not what you said and you think its ok?
You cant even keep promises or keep your own words. Even so to your first love all the promises and words are taken for grated?

I dont expect to keep all but breaking more than half in slightly more than 1 month is remarkable. All your promises, all your reasons turn out to be a fraud and you turn out to me as not able to keep promises or hold your words.

What is done is done. I hope you know i mentioning all these for your own good and I hope you will learn. Help me thank your parents for everything and thank you for the memories.

WeiPing

i didn't know

This guy been going after you since we are together. Thats sad. You claim you never cheat on me or what so ever. You never told me of such encounters. I remember seeing photos taken with you and him. I remember asking you about it. It seems like you did gradually cheat on me like this.

Hope you have fun in your exotic taste and betray your love and relationship. Betraying me. Betraying everything that suppose to good. Now I understand lies you been telling me, things that are clearly untrue.

You said I don't understand you, I didn't change. I changed but the question is you never saw it and you Don't even understand yourself.

You betray our love and relationship long time ago when we are together. You are sway by thoughts of others pursuing you and you claim that you never cheat on me? When you went clubbing all those photos with him around. You can claim you never leave me for another guy?

How screw up are you? In the matter of fact, I think that you are very screw up. You left me like that. This bf of yours been started dating and calling you when we are together with the help of others.

I am just too silly to see. You claim that i cheat on you and stuff. What about you and your cheating. At least I didn't did whatever you did and stuff like that.

I gave you a chance when you want to come back to me. Where is my chance when i couldn't bear to leave you.

You don't even know what you want and what happen. Thats y when we broke up, I asked you about this guy. You never really talk to me about it and tell me its impossible.

Really, honestly, I loved you and forgiven everything that you done. But now what you had done and said to me? Have you ever kept it? Have you even thought about it?

You are a good cheat. Very good cheat.

Congrats. Hope you have your Retribution. I had mine hope you have yours.

Go to hell.

WeiPing

I have already said what i said

I still hate you for doing this to me and letting things that you told me not suppose to happen and letting it happening, causing so much pain to me. I really don't know why you are doing this. All about not going into a relationship, want to be free are all lies now from what I see, 1 month down the road. We cannot be friends like what is of your own wishful wishing.

I can't believe you can betray your feelings and do such a thing. I can't believe whatever you told me before are now crash and turn over and is now all happening.
Please do things like what you said and not twist and turn and then letting things happen.

Its great, really great.

Thanks for the memories and the screw up truth. Thanks for letting me know everything. Right or wrong, its entirely up to you to realise. Whether you want to listen or not, want to find out or not, its up to you.

I am done,

WeiPing

What i said i already said.....

What i had said i had already said. I hope really you u think it over. I only meant well because i care for you, i am concern about you and I truly love you......

What'cha Say lyrics

[Chorus]
Wha- wha- what did she say
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is

[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 2]
How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you we're meant to be together

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 3]
Girl, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right, girl
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right

[Hook]
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby watcha say!

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

I wanted you to stay, and i needed you to say......

Nickelback - Far away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

when I love you

It's been OK, since you went away
I had to live my life
I never knew, that it meant so much for you to be gone

It's more than I miss you
It's more than I need you
It's more than the longing that keeps me awake
every night and day

It's more than I can take every night without you
Would you come back to me?
Would you be back for me?

All the moments we lose to time
All the thoughts we had in mind
Everything just seems to rhythm
That it seems like I'm losing my mind

It's like when I tease you
It's like when I hold you in my arms
Telling you how deep I felt inside
when I love you

I been watching a taiwan drama

I been watching this taiwan drama in midst of my exam preparation as it gets tiring. It is a show called hi my sweetheart. I felt so much on what the male lead when his heart is broken. It could relates alot to my feeling and thoughts. Its been aspiration as I am still heartbroken and seeing this show seems like seeing what i am going through. I will watch the show till the end, as it seems like inspiring me and showing me alot of things, thoughts and quotes that i can relate.

http://sugoideas.com/drama-2009/shanghai-sweetheart/

WeiPing

Happy birthday to you....

I wish you are happy 21st birthday and i hope you had fun and will have for the weekend. I hope you liked the present i gave you as it meant so much to you when you are 12, though it came to you on 21st birthday, 9 years later. I hope you liked it and will wear it.

Happy birthday.wav -

Love,

WeiPing

Depress

I think i am suffering from depression. I am so mood swing. I miss you one moment yet hate you another. I want to do harm to you yet i am ok later..... What is going on.....

I wish you will be able to talk to me . But you cant. I know you have your own problems. But i just wonder out of so many sms i send to you but none i got a reply. Why...? I no longer knew whats real and fake... I no longer know myself...